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Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 10:14 AM
I've been sitting alone at home and mostly doing nothing except for thinking alot of stuff. Everything seems to be mundane. I've been alone most of the time and I have alot of issues within me. It's too pain for me to bare with it especially when I'm alone so I started a blog to express my feelings. This is the only way it could make me slightly better, at least but I can't continue to be this way. Until when? I really love you. I don't expect so much from this world. What I need and want is your love. True love. That's all. You told me that you love me but that's not enough. It takes more than words to show love. You promised me alot of things but in the end, you broke it. I never stop believing in you but now, I'm losing my patience. I feel that you are taking me for granted. Everyone has a choice. I have a choice. You have a choice. Stop telling excuses. I sacrificed alot of things for you. I sacrificed my money, time, dignity and education. All because of you. All because I love you. I need time with you. I need real love. You wants me to understand your feelings, but do you even understand my feelings. It's hard for me to put sense in you. Why am I the one who needs to suffer? I don't see the love in you anymore. You even forgot our monthsary together. I finished my prepaid because I spend entirely for you but do you even message me in the morning or at night? This is the pain that I couldn't bear.