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Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 5:02 AM
I couldn't sleep. It's 5 am yet my eyes couldn't shut. My mind is bombarded by thoughts.
It's just hard, living my days like this. I haven't been going out this lately except going to the water breaker at the park. My mind is playing in sequence like those in motion. How I wish I could just plug an usb cable into my head and put the media files from my mind to my desktop then upload it in youtube but it's going to be painful to watch, obviously. I got to be strong though it makes me weak. I was there when she fell. I was there for her accomplishment. How I wish I'm so important to her. How I wish she could treasure and cherish me like I always do. But sadly, I can't change any of her mind. I could make things right. I could work extra hard for her.
But the question is, do I stand a chance?
I had my question unanswered.
"Where do I stand in your life, heart and mind?"
It's just hard, living my days like this. I haven't been going out this lately except going to the water breaker at the park. My mind is playing in sequence like those in motion. How I wish I could just plug an usb cable into my head and put the media files from my mind to my desktop then upload it in youtube but it's going to be painful to watch, obviously. I got to be strong though it makes me weak. I was there when she fell. I was there for her accomplishment. How I wish I'm so important to her. How I wish she could treasure and cherish me like I always do. But sadly, I can't change any of her mind. I could make things right. I could work extra hard for her.
But the question is, do I stand a chance?
I had my question unanswered.
"Where do I stand in your life, heart and mind?"